i sense sad

it's no fun
unless i know how she looks
it's quite tasteless
unless i know how she cooks
it's not worth it
if i can't hear her speak
it's not doable
if she's someone who'll reek
and however she feels
should be directed by me.

really.
it's just my form of honesty.
i'm picky, temperamental,
i complain and i whine.
but it's fine.
the problem's not mine.

is it my fault she fell?
i'm not obliged to help her up.